i feel like i should be writing about a thursday two thousand thursdays ago, where i dropped ecstasy and an old friend of mine also dropped it and there was this really amazing pixie floating around singing in our ears

and god DAMN was her voice beautiful. and it wasn't even anything. it was like the first time i ever tried skittles

and i hardly ever have skittles anymore. and when i woke up she was very much gone, after a long night of everyone absolutely in love with her, kissing her, fading away hopelessly at 4am

but

whenever she looked over i smiled as i couldn't help it
and she smiled too because of it

we were all supposed to have breakfast but didn't. she left me her number and my pal said she wanted me to call her but i never got around to it.

and so i was wondering all along:
"what do you do with the people who you can only see so much of in your life but want to hang around with forever?"

i suppose
never lose contact
because they'll all be back

won't they