i've so far been missing for two days. people are already calling me asking me where i am and it makes me content somewhat but not in the areas where i feel empty the most. .

and something i used to feel was so goddamn fucking important to me (purity) i could fucking care less about (because)
i
didn't realize what was
going on

and i really wanted to say goodbye to ( ) before i left
so i think i will send a message