i'm going to say this once, because i really am angry about it, and i'm not going to apologize so please don't say anything in advance

i'm fucking sick of staying in a place where everyone shows no effort and isn't creating anything. i'm not saying i'm an anomaly, i am just aware that i hate it here. so, please take a step back and look at all of us, and wonder why i have to deal with stupid shit like nickels breaking my car stereo and boring fucking pot smoking couch sesions

and
the lack of singing in my ear makes me dream and pine over lost memories

(really though, i'm taking a vacation to new york in a couple of weeks to try to reclaim whatever feeling of happiness might be available to me)