It's okay.

today my parents wanted to take my cousin and i out for lunch so we
went to
pizza haven. of course evan was there, i think he grew an extra
forehead
wrinkle. other than that he looked the same. he always had the
appearance of
being from the fifties but now even more so. i mean his face not
anything he
wears. so my curiosity was satiated and he said "call me the next time
you're in town and we can have coffee." i guess i will, suddenly
everything
is amicable. i think it's another step in breakups, when you go from
hating
someone and making strange maps of their houses to everything is like
normal
people again. don't worry i won't sleep with him, i don't have feelings
for
him.

i hope you and laura had fun today. i'm very tired now. i miss you. i
miss
everything. if you and her end up sleeping together i won't be mad. i'm
not
saying you SHOULD but i'll want you to tell me everything about it of
course. maybe i'm saying don't be mad if i sleep with someone. i don't
know.
being in heat is so goddamn frustrating (i know, you know) i wish it
would
be enough to just sit around and visit for-ever-ever-ev

you make me laugh . fore(head)father, i love you too.

smoke always. smoke forever. fill those beautiful lungs up with the
foggiest
prince edward island day.


>From: George Ha
>To: teresa
>Subject: so we sat around and visited for a little while
>Date: Wed, 27 Dec 2006 07:19:36 -0800 (PST)
>
>damn holmes, you and i are a perfect match.
>i had been smoking right when you called, i apologize for my
listlessness.
>i was running around pouring ice cubes all over my shirtless body
trying to
>sober up so i could read you a story,
>ended up jumbling my words and emotions like a certain
fore(head)father we
>know. that's not to say i wasn't listening, i heard every word and
each
>laugh was for good reason
>i'm taking laura to berkeley today to get clothes and to see the
hipsters
>(you would love it). wish you were here
>
>miss you
>
>LOVE,
>-george
>
>p.s.