I am just trying to move on. I am still so confused! I told Dasha I kissed another girl over the weekend, I wasn't even thinking about anything when I said it, I just sort of said it out of nowhere and she got mad, and I didn't say it just to make her jealous - I sorta was hoping she'd be happy that I'm trying to move on here, but she wasn't. She told me a long time ago about the great kisses and things further down the line and how he is the "type of boy you have sex with" and that sex is no big deal even though it meant so much to me and her ( I thought ) and she's the one that's mad!

I mean I understand, I just feel like there's no way out for me.

My sister told me she likes me when I'm not on drugs. I like me both ways.