my dad barged into my room at 5:30 saying i needed to pack - he then came over like a zombie to my bedside and asked if everything was okay because i looked so miserable yesterday. the truth was i had stayed up all night the night before and when i saw him that night i was very stoned and very tired.

then i actually felt miserable, right when i woke up, and i told him i just woke up and i had no idea what he was saying, but i actually did. parents can tell if you're anything.

(staying up all night and then not sleeping until like 11pm the next day is crazy because it is like you are staying up three days - day one, night, and day two. you aren't sleeping during that night so it is like you are staying up another day -