i just sort of vented everything i could to her
and it all didn't make sense it was hazy and emotional and endless and all she wanted to do was take a nap and nobody wants to actually hear any of this
so

after this next trip i'll be very busy. the only thing i can do is try and keep my mind off of things. no matter what i do, it's not going to change a f

you know,
i don't believe that at all
i still think everything i do still matters
i refuse to give up on anything
FUCK that
im stronger than that

goodbye MOON!