i also wanted to note that once you find the girl of your dreams it's very very easy to take everything you've ever known about women and to throw it out the window. and you won't even know WHY, you'll just be doing it! and if you can do it in the right way, she'll think it's cute (or charming even) that you're so nervous and that you're trying so hard, so just keep being yourself. everything'll work out the right way eventually.

the WORST possible thing you can do is start a long chain of insecurity that progressively gets worse and worse and eventually worsens the relationship as a whole. learn how to communicate, and not to let things bubble inside your own head, and things should be okay. mmm

i should probably get working on that play. that means i'm about to eat breakfast and maybe paint a picture of a pomegranate

love,
-george