GEORGE
for our first date we went to this cozy little place with live jazz music and really wonderful somosas. i remember dressing especially nice this night, a neatly ironed maroonish collared shirt with four buttons to make my neck look a bit chicer (in a joking tone of course, the way he can pull off in such scintillating fashion), a hipster looking blue argyle sweater (and for anyone listening, girls are really into argyle for some reason. i don't even know what argyle means), and a bright set of open brown eyes listening to every action she was giving me. to be honest i only wore that stuff to make her feel happy to be around a joker like me. just like it made me feel like the goddamn happiest guy in the world to know that this goddamn ("nicole kidman") girl was with me . / .

*closes his eyes and laughs to himself. starts humming some jazz surprisingly on beat and mellow, thinks of the night as it really was*

there were these kids from the local high school playing and it felt like for the first time in their lives they were let free from everything in the world we tried running away from ourselves when we were their age. the music was a part of them, a part of all of us, teresa's passiony passion fruit perfume making all of us a bit more teary-eyed than usual, but as it got louder, as the energy spread through all of us (and our eyes met more often [teresa, i don't do this like i used to do i? never again]) and the bass sounded really good and the black guy on stage (who seemingly played EVERY instrument) seemed like the coolest jazz musician we had ever seen, and i swear to god i haven't seen so many kids so happy in my entire life. and with each glance we fell more and more in love and honestly it felt like they were all playing just for us, like we were a pair of celebrities sitting on the front row and that that song was for us, and well after
some more somosas and plenty of wine we danced out of that place when the music stopped playing and we held hands and looked at each other plenty more and that was the first night we were magical together.

you should see us when we're being like that. it's the most beautiful , pretty , wonderful goddamn thing in the world. and when we don't remind each other for a long while it can really make us forget.

i miss you bunny. where the hell are you??

*BLACKOUT*

(this one isn't finished)