my favorite artist is coming to town in a couple weeks. hopefully i'll get
to see her (ooh mysterious)

1/ on rut - next

(those macdonalds in canada really did me in though. i think that they will be the main reason i quit eventually)

so peaceful tonight, drinking tea and trying to flush the discontent out of my body (even more so!) i love talking to T, about her greasy love affairs and tin-less cupcakes. i also miss having companionship on these lonely nights, but i am satisfied with the female presence that she always seems to offer me

i've discovered that the endless now (our world, an infinite adventure of everything and anything, never to be limited by classification or subjugation {those negative thoughts that seem to be wandering around all over the place}) is the only thing that is important, and that the now that was last week is over and though i miss laura completely, i know that our next now will be even greater than our last.
i have much to say and much to explain to all of you, but let us take our time in finding it out for ourselves. i'm finally at peace with many things in life (relationships, education, and the path to ultimate creativity [aw]), and i'm really feeling that this is the start of something amazing

the moon was so beautiful that night wasn't it? and though our huffin' got the best of us (oh lungs!), the place we chose couldn't have been more perfect because it was how we felt right then and there
alliteration sounds amazing when you have friends there to agree with you doesn't it?

i can never break that promise
no more ex no more coke
i've never been looked at with such concerned eyes

man i need someone to fucking cuddle with today
blowing my nose and seeing only blue powdery mucus
samantha thought i was going to DIE, i was so upset with myself
but other than all of this, i had a fantastic evening